I DONT NEED A CRAZY THING CALLED LOVE.
Photobucket Jingyee Sacrifices : I'm a girl name Jingyee who lives in my own world. My lifes is full of bitter, sweet and sour. I don't believe in the word love but believe in the word hurts. Hurts makes me grow and wise up my decision when coming into a r/s. To put it simply, I don't go into it. So yeah, Enough said.

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Friday, June 17, 2011

Lets rewind to the past .. I was once a girl which does all my homework and handed in punctually. Study real hard for all my exams as i was afraid that if i've failed my exams, my parents will nag, scold and beat me up. All day long stayed at home, watch tv and sleep. Spend very less time on computer. Never dare to open my mouth and ask parents for permission if i can go out with friends. If i'm not wrong, even when i'm outside, i will tell my parents beforehand that who will i go out with, the venue, reason for going out. When i was going out, they will tell me the time which i suppose to reach home, and the time will always be 6-7. Guess what, i really do listen to them and come home at those timing. LOL. All these last until primary 5. When i was primary 6, i turn A LITTLE bad. Bluff my grandfather that i need to stay back for remedial. But actually, i stay back after school to play with my schoolmates. We even went to the playground and play. Childish ah ? I started to say vulgarities. Rude to the teacher, create all sorts of nonsense in the class. Even breaking the school rules. Example, bringing penknife to hurt myself and also vandalize the school property like the table. Yea, i get caught. They sent me down to the GO. Call parents and blah blah blah. When i reach home, i was somewhat afraid when my parents reach home they will scold me. Yes, they scolded me and also beat me up.

When i was in secondary 1 and 2 school, i skip and also late for class and lalala ~ Hide all around the school. Like one typical xmm. LOL. But overall still not bad. At least i have done my homework and handed it up to my teacher on time. Around the end of sec2, i started to learn bad. All i think was going out with friends and use com. In that holiday i really did go out. But not every single day. So i started to make friends with friends outside my school. Until now in my sec3 life. I went out almost everyday. Come home around 10 ? Did not do my homework and listen to teacher when they are teaching. I spend most of my time sleeping in the class. As i was really exhausted. Eventhough my parents use all sort of methods to cut down the time which i spend outside, i don't really care. They even confiscated my phone as a punishment. Yet, i still can contact my friends. After my parents saw my MYE result, they really grounded me. Yes, i admit that i still hope to go out. But do not know why i don't have those strong feelings as the previous months. Maybe, i really do need to take a break and concentrate on my studies ..  
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